So what next, if you evaluate your beliefs and discover your heart has taken a route somewhat different from how you were raised, and from what you thought you believed? What has been tentative has firmed into a more rounded belief, still somewhat chaotic, yet a form is taking shape.
The early-hours thinking that makes you realise that your moral compass is internal and not necessarily the one imposed by a formal religion.
Is it a passing phase in one’s own evolution?
Is this the next step in your awareness?
Is it simply a dislike of the so-often two faced appearance of people claiming religion?
Is it arrogance to feel that one knows best for oneself?
Is it too simplistic from those who believe in someone else’s say-so that a being they call by a reverend title told them what to write, especially as you see differing versions, each claiming to be the absolute and literal truth?
Ah these treacherous early-morning thoughts, while the world is still dark, and only the tentative pre-dawn birdsong breaks the silence now and then.